濁氣

前言

此书为天行无常时之简易指南，我希望它纯属虚构，否则我只好为你祈祷，如若书中预言之事在我有生之年发生，请万务在为时太晚之前找到我。

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掌心相覆 看不到黑闇中倔強逞強的表情

記不住夢的內容 對水的需求卻日益增加

是因此稀釋了記憶

Yesterday has become a part of tomorrow.

Nevertheless, today can't be dominated.

"We are young. We are supposed to drink too much. We are supposed to have bad attitudes and shag each other's brains out. We are designed to party. This is it. Yeah, so few of us will go overdose or go mental. But Charles Darwin said you can't make an omelette without breaking a few eggs. And that is all about - breaking eggs. And by eggs, I do mean, getting twatted on a cocktail of class. If you could just see yourselves. It breaks my heart. You are wearing cardigans. We had it all. We fucked up bigger and better than any generations that came before us. We were so beautiful!

We are screw-ups. I'm a screw-up and I plan to be a screw-up until my late 20s, maybe even my early 30s. And I will shag my own mother before I let her or anyone else take that away from me."

碾平了可視的一切

隨時都能敢於死亡的人

沒有膽怯之心

半夜聽到衛生間牆上的瓷磚 砸向地面的聲音

白色的面容 磚紅色的心

日子過得久了 只剩下一個缽

選擇題消失了的考卷

兩小時的闌尾疼痛

鍋貼 咖喱牛肉麵

出乎意料的簡訊

頭暈 耳鳴 頸椎酸

熬夜 溫書 浪費時間

這種日子告一段落

停不下持續的成長與衰老

I had a crush on her and it passed in a few days. To seize or to connive at it was perplex.

When the light goes off, I really appreciate the instant flame in the boundless darkness.

Then the surroundings gets much brighter.

北方不是故鄉，但是有愛人和希望

把舊生活用桌布包好扔進垃圾箱，沒有預兆的出現在你眼前

那就是最愛你的時候

也有不入流的自得其樂